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Well, I’m about to turn forty-five, goddammit. I’ve outlived Marvin Gaye, Ted Bundy, D.H. Lawrence, Anton Chekhov, and F. Scott Fitzgerald. I passed Jesus over a decade ago.
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I used to write poems on my birthday, but this year I’m writing about Batman, and yes, it feels like a failure. I tried but with covid and the war in Ukraine and the rest, I just couldn’t find the inspiration. Poetry has seeped out of my soul.
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So I watched the new Batman movie. I realized, two hours in, that this is the ninth Batman movie I’ve seen, and the seventh actor to fill the cape and cowl: Adam West, Michael Keaton, Val Kilmer, George Clooney, Christian Bale, Ben Affleck, and now Robert Pattison. I’ll circle back to my thoughts on the new movie, but I’ll start by quoting my cousin Keith: it was . . . fine.
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I’ve been a fan of Batman since I was a child, reading the comics and watching the gleefully absurd old TV show. Batman has been a staple in my life since I can remember.
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I saw the Tim Burton Batman when I was in eighth grade. It came out the same summer as Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. I was a huge fan of Raiders of the Lost Ark, and felt like all the hubbub over Batman was an insult. (I saw them both multiple times.) Movies were a big part of my life, even then.
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Critics at the time felt like Jack Nicholson dominated the movie. A camp counselor that summer told me in a dismissive quip: “They should have called it The Joker.”
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The Joker does dominate the movie. He gets a much richer backstory than Batman. And Nicholson plays him like a savage adult reprobate, over the top and vicious, borrowing not a little from Cesar Romero, who was brilliant in the same role.
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(Six actors have played the Joker: Romero, Nicholson, Mark Hamill [on the animated series], Heath Ledger, Jared Leto, and Joaquin Phoenix.)
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The film cleverly attaches the origin stories of the Joker and Batman. They’re linked in an intriguing and satisfying puzzle; the Joker created Batman, and then Batman created the Joker.
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The sequel, also directed by Burton, has Catwoman and the Penguin as its villains. It’s a kooky, oddball film, vacillating between cartoon hysterics and grim ’90s vigilantism. It also focuses on the villains. Critics liked it, but I was left cold. It felt like a sequel to Edward Scissorhands, and not in a good way.
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(I’ve never been crazy about Burton’s films. I sat in on a press conference with Tim Burton, years later, on the junket of Big Fish. He came off as arrogant and dismissive, a nerd who became a king. He also said apropos of nothing that Chitty Chitty Bang Bang was a better movie than Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. Madness.)
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Joel Schumacher directed the third movie, Batman Forever. Burton produced. I saw this in the theater, too. It’s a freaky hot mess, anchored by good casting with Kilmer and excessive turns by Tommy Lee Jones and Jim Carrey. I imagine it’s aged like rotting fruit. I’ll never forget Carrey in his skin-tight green costume tossing bombs into Wayne Manor, left and right, and dancing while the explosions ingite all around him.
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(Because he made some dumb movies in his uneven career, Schumacher is often derided. Which is crazy. He isn’t some hack. He made The Lost Boys, St. Elmo’s Fire, Falling Down, Flatliners, Tigerland, and 8mm.)
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Seal had a hit song in the movie, “Kissed by a Rose.” I hated it then and I hate it now. It doesn’t sync up with the film at all. It made Seal an enormous star.
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Schumacher was wrong for the material, but no one seemed to care. He made a fourth movie, Batman & Robin, and it’s a fucking disaster. Everyone is miscast, everyone’s acting is terrible, and the plot is insipid. The costumes have nipples on them. The movie made some money, but Warner Bros. canceled the other Batman movies in the pipeline and the character got to rest for a few years. I remember a friend of mine mooning over Uma Thurman’s acting in it. Wow.
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In the interval, Marvel characters began to appear, including two Spiderman movies and two X-Men films. Only a fool would argue that Spiderman isn’t richer, warmer, funnier, scarier, or that the X-Men franchise isn’t packed with more interesting characters and a more relevant underlying metaphor.
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Christopher Nolan rebooted Batman with Christian Bale, wandering Asia, practicing his fighting technique and refining his plans. He runs afoul of Ras Al Ghul, an eco-terrorist who can resurrect himself if he is lowered into the lazarus pit soon after he’s died, and Scarecrow, a mad doctor type who induces nightmarish hallucinations. The movie reshuffles the Bruce Wayne mythos, hinting at a deeper backstory involving his parents. It’s filmed in shadows and rain, a gray palette of urban decay.
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The same talented people released The Dark Knight a few years later. It’s a great movie hobbled by bullshit binary thinking, arguing that the people of Gothan can have murderous anarchy or absolute control. Heath Ledger plays the Joker as a cross-dressing dandy, and it works. But Harvey Dent is the main character, a decent man deranged into Two-Face by the madness around him. It has a couple of dynamite scenes, the performances are great, and because of this we forget the ridiculous ending and the weird trip to China that eats up the beginning.
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Still, it’s the best of the bunch, crystallizing the kicky fascist overtones of Batman and the wretched violence of the supervillains, the regular humans stuck in the middle. Ledger is remarkable, bringing a shaky vulnerability to the role, and having Morgan Freeman and Michael Caine as supporting players does wonders for the film.
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By this point superhero movies were dominating the entire industry, Marvel on the one side and DC on the other. Thanks to Nolan, and to a lesser extent, Zack Snyder, DC’s films got grimmer and grimmer, humorless and dour, taking the notion of superheroes too seriously. Even Aquaman is presented as a moody goth teenager, while the Marvel movies were expanding in different directions, different flavors.
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Batman hurtled along. Nolan took another crack, his definitive statement, with The Dark Knight Rises, a miserable movie that clocks in around 2 hours thirty minutes, with Bruce Wayne in middle age and suffering from arthritis, and Bane attacking Gotham for convoluted reasons. It’s all too fucking much. The movie barrels at you with half a dozen storylines, none of them coherent. The germ of the film—a city regresses to the middle ages after being isolated through cataclysm—works, but the rest is a farce.
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I gritted my teeth through this one, watching it alone in a crowded theater, hating myself. It held no surprises, no tenderness, no excitement, nothing. Nolan fucked off to make Dunkirk. Bale moved on, too.
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The Ben Affleck movies were next. He plays opposite Superman and Wonder Woman and the rest. They’re exhausting to watch. Overlong, over-serious, overdone. I tried to care, I tried and failed.
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Then The Joker appeared, Todd Philips’s bizarro mashup of 1970s urban squalor movies (The Panic in Needle Park, The Taking of Pelham 1,2,3, Taxi Driver, to name a few) the plot of The King of Comedy, and the edges of the Batman mythology. Joaquin Phoenix’s performance is marvelous, crackling with inner eldritch fire, but the movie is terrible. The best bit involves the Joker believing he might also be the son of Thomas Wayne, but it walks this back. Instead it opts for outright plagiarism, taking the plots of a handful of the above-mentioned movies.
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I hated it. I really, really fucking hated it. I kept waiting for Arthur Fleck to become Joker in some meaningful way, for the movie to click into place as a dark counterpoint to the origin stories of all the heroes. Instead he stops taking his medicine because he loses his insurance. Then, somehow, he becomes the ultimate baddy. Each scene doesn’t quite sync up with the one before it, and I couldn’t discern the message or the point. Is the Joker really just a poor depressed sap who didn’t take his medicine? I don’t believe it.
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But what do I know? The movie made a billion dollars worldwide.
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The new movie tries a different take, the Batman as a detective. The look is decidedly from the 1990s, borrowing heavily from Seven. There’s endless rain and wreckage everywhere, with the past and the future colliding in strange juxtapositions. A city hasn’t looked this squalid since The Warriors. The Riddler is rejiggered into an online anarcho-terrorist. The Penguin is now a (weirdly stereotypical) Italian gangster. The Riddler is killing people, leaving notes for Batman, who is always one step behind. It all kind of works . . . until it doesn’t.
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I saw my first Batman movie when I was 13. I’m (almost) 45 now. That’s 32 years of Batman. It’s not so much a monomyth as an information system. Jim Gordon, Catwoman, Joker, Riddler, Penguin, corrupt cops, Alfred, malaise, out of control gang violence, exhaustion, weariness, fist fights, ambushes, and a feeling that none of it matters. I wasn’t bored. I was taxed. I was browbeaten.
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The James Bond films—I’m not a fan, I really kind of hate them, but I’ve seen almost all of them—reboot with new actors in the role and, often, a different tone and a different setting. Bond gets shuttled to New Orleans, Mexico City, Scotland, Budapest. Each new actor brings a different persona to the role, from glib and campy to brutal and louche. Doesn’t Batman need something similar? Aren’t we ready for some kind of break from this routine, the feel-bad humdrum misery of municipal failure?
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I’d like to see a film about Bruce Wayne attempting to live a normal life, fighting with his alter ego, the two of them at odds with each other, fighting for control. I’d like to see a movie where Batman might be the problem, not the solution, from the point of view of the honest city workers trying to do their jobs. I’d like to see a movie where one of his proteges becomes his arch-nemesis. I’d like to see anything, really, other than a failed city overrun by gangsters, with Batman there to pummel them into submission.
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Beth (getting into bed with some work undone): Well, you know what this means, I’m saying fuck you to future Beth.
Me: You have an army of your former selves conspiring against you.
Beth: I hadn’t thought of it that way.
Me: It’s why things are so hard. And your present selves never seem to side with future you. Future you is always alone.
Beth: . . .
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Beth: The real enemy is the conceptualized self. This is the you that operates inside the story you’ve told yourself about yourself. The accrued beliefs you have in your successes and failures. It’s the you that passes judgment on your lack of accomplishments. It’s the enemy.
Me: That would be a great novel. A woman’s conceptualized self manifests as a different person, and they start fighting for control. . . . There aren’t any female doppelganger novels or movies that I can think of. You could make a million bucks.
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I watch Ikiru, a movie I’ve been avoiding for twenty years, the story of a bureaucrat who realizes he’s wasted most of his life just as he’s diagnosed with terminal cancer. It’s astonishing, full of more life, more humor, more mystery, more darkness, more thrills than all the Batman films combined. I’m transfixed by it. It’s the kind of movie that makes you want to live a better life. The perfect antidote to turning 45.